I'm lost, I dont know what to do anymore, Its hard to sit there and think you know who you are, When you really don't no yourself at all. Everyday you walk into a room with a smile, But you leave it with tears, No one listens, Because no one really cares. No one understands. I live through everyday, and wonder how i do it. I dont know, i guess i can just deal no matter how hard it is. My will to deal with Drama ...
i have seen your evil and lived your betrayal but now im falling and i cant be saved when will you realize that your the one thats wrong look in my eyes my crying eyes I've bled for you and this is your repayall? how could my best friend take you away how could you be with me but always want him ...
In the darkness of my room I curl up and let my tears fall. They roll down my cheeks, my chin and they quietly crash to the bed. With each tear that falls, a memory tags along and is lost in the comfort of my pillow. The memories are forgotten for the time being and a little bit of relief is found. When I find I can cry no more I savor that moment of relief. I clutch it and cling to it with all my might, afraid my peace ...
I hate you with all my love. I despise you will all my compassion. I would drown you inside my eyes while swiftly depriving my own self of life. Cut my throat and drain me; I would pride myself with dying in your arms. Because I hate you with all my love and I loathe you with all satisfaction. Through with time, through with lust, through with pain if you must. Through with eyes passing by ...
Look at my picture in the picture frame, I'm standing alone in the pouring rain About to go practicly insane. From all of this pain. I know I'm putting my family name Down to shame. But I just can't restrain, So maybe I'll get some fame, From slitting open my veins In my sick little game... And I'll fade out of the picture frame, Leaving alone the rain Because I went insane. From all that pain. ...