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  1. Cutter

    I cant breath
    i cant live
    i cant eat
    without taking a blade
    to my wrist
    wear i watch the blood ooze out
    i watch and watch until it stops
    wishing to rip my life away
    i used to be a crossed country runner
    until the day my brother died
    so i take the blade
    and draw on my skin
    painting my pale skin with blood
    taking a sigh of relief when im done cutting
    its addiction now
    if i dont cut i feel like ...
  2. Dear Mom

    Dear Mom,You said you'd always be there But you're nowhere to be found I can't believe you left me I feel so low beneath the ground There's nothing I can do now I trusted you with all my heart But now you're gone You're the one who tore my life apart I've learned not to trust There's nothing more to say You've lost someone special You can't get back each day Now you're the one left in the dark And all of a sudden you feel my pain You expect me to take you back But you still feel you're not to blame ...
  3. Dear Mother

    I can never explain the ways I've felt
    Growing up without you, playing the cards I was dealt.
    There were always many things I wanted to say
    My dreams and new thoughts that came each day
    I wish I could take back some of the skeptical things I've said
    To be more respectful, listen, be positive instead.
    At times I felt you were never listening to what I would say,
    So I'd get angry and react in the wrong way.
    I understand that it took some time ...
  4. Lost

    Blood pours from my mouth like rain
    This agony leaving me in dismay
    I wish I were dead already
    To feel free without restraint
    These chains are too heavy
    Nothing makes sense anymore
    It hasn't since you threw me to the floor
    As all my spilled blood drenches me
    I hear you in the distance laughing
    When I try to look inside a mirror
    This face isn't mine anymore
    My true form is revealed in time
    This illusion is for humanity ...
  5. The People I Hide

    Getting ready to see friends

    Go to the mirror put on makeup on

    To hide my true self.

    Is this what life is about?

    To hide.

    I see my friends flirty & girly.

    I try to be happy an like them,

    but all I feel is alone.

    No-one here to help me

    I am different to my friends.

    I am different, fun, happy girly

    but is that me?

    I ...