In the darkness of my room
I curl up and let my tears fall.
They roll down my cheeks, my chin
and they quietly crash to the bed.
With each tear that falls, a memory tags along
and is lost in the comfort of my pillow.
The memories are forgotten for the time being
and a little bit of relief is found.
When I find I can cry no more
I savor that moment of relief.
I clutch it and cling to it with all my might,
afraid my peace
I hate you with all my love.
I despise you will all my compassion.
I would drown you inside my eyes
while swiftly depriving my own self of life.
Cut my throat and drain me;
I would pride myself with dying in your arms.
Because I hate you with all my love
and I loathe you with all satisfaction.
Through with time,
through with lust,
through with pain
if you must.
Through with eyes passing by
Look at my picture in the picture frame,
I'm standing alone in the pouring rain
About to go practicly insane.
From all of this pain.
I know I'm putting my family name
Down to shame.
But I just can't restrain,
So maybe I'll get some fame,
From slitting open my veins
In my sick little game...
And I'll fade out of the picture frame,
Leaving alone the rain
Because I went insane.
From all that pain.
Roses like blood, Violets like veins,
I know your love is true,
and you know I will never forget you.
Ever since I met you
things have been different.
No more tears, no more fears
just the one of losing you.
Now I notice everything at its best,
and now we sleep a whole lot less.
You make me feel like
thereís nothing left to test.
Weak knees, butterflies, and major blush,
I just canít help
Suicidal thoughts run through my head,
this pain in my heart is too much to dread,
im sitting here alone with this sharp blade,
not going near the sun, i like the shade,
it brings me everlasting doubt,
that i cant ever scream or shout,
he broke my heart right into two,
'babe i cant get over you",
these saddening dreams are hard to fight,
babe cant u see im ending my life,
i cant take this pain no more,
my heart it