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you never leave
your always here
suffocating me
I can barely breathe
because you don't love me
as the pain kills me inside
I bleed for you
as painful tears
roll down my face
I'm drowning
in the painful memories
that can't be forgotten
nobody will ever love me
because I no longer feel
I'm dead inside
all because of you
you lied to me
and that hurt more than anything

I cannot breath,
All tied up from these bandages;
That are holding me.

I bleed on the inside;
Feeling my broken wings.

Blood drips down;
All warm and sticky.
Staining all my feathers
the color crimson red.

I close my eyes;
I cannot move.

Bandages so tight;
It makes me want to die.

Time goes by;
A tear rolls out of my eye.
I start to cry,
As I think; ...

I pick up the blade
and stare down at my arm;
Looking at the next vein for me to harm.

I take a breath in;
and drag the blade down;
As it slice through my skin,
I try to breath out..

A ragged voice comes out,
as I shout;
Blood starts dripping out and down.

The crimson red blood,
Warm and gooey;
Falls to the floor.

I fall down and cry;
watching the time tick by.
...

Can you see?
Can you see what it is you did to me?
Did you notice that my heart is broken,
and unbeating, outside my body.

I put it in a box.
I put it far away from you.
It's shattered and in pieces held
by the worlds strongest glue.

But even thats not enough
Because you are still here
Your presence is haunting
It's like looking in a mirror
of painful memories.

Why did you come back? ...

Hearts break,
Skin burns,
Fist punch,
Heads turn,
Love and hate,
Smiles and tears,
You and I,
Move through our fears,
When we fight,
When we love,
We are angels,
Sent from above,
With broken wings,
And broken hearts,
We'll find our way,
Back to the start,
We love the clouds,
We love the rain,
We hate the hurt,
We hate the pain,
I heal your wounds,
Is ...