I know you are gone,
I have accepted that,
But I still have scratches and bruises,
That you just keep jabbing at.
I'm gone out of your life,
Your new girlfriend has made sure of that.
I avoid seeing or speaking to you in the halls,
I need my time to let my wounds heal and all.
The few scratches I made before that had nothing to do with you,
They seem to be reopening every time you do the things you do.
My arm was healed,
as my blood pours
slowly down my arm
all my pain dissapears
and i feel warm
some cuts on my arms
i thought would be my last
but they were false alarms
and heeled fast
when i cut nothing matters
and my blood starts to run
but my moms heart shatters
when shes seen what i've done
I was in the darkness
Felt like chains and restraints were holding me there
I was a total mess
I just wanted someone, anyone to care
Then you came into my life
I couldnt beileve my eyes
You stopped my knife
You had heard my cries
You brought me to the light
You let me shine
You gave me hope that mabye everything would be alright
The chains were disappearing
and the scars on my wrists were
Beautiful dreamer, wake unto me.
Starlight and dewdrops are waiting for thee.
Beautiful dreamer, just don't wake up,
Life isn't worth it, when you're a screw-up.
You're never right, and it's not worth the pain,
Before too long you'll make friends with the blade.
You'll want to be out of the world just as soon as you're in,
And you'll be calling for help with SOS's in your skin.
Trust me, I know, just stay asleep,
With the razor kissed wrists
this is my bright red scream
as I press down harder blood begins to surface
I convince myself "you don't feel pain, forget it, it's worth it"
You convince yourself that there is no pain
I try to forget
it's just my sick little game
there's white ones, red ones, fresh ones too
I'm ashamed of what I do
As time goes by they get harder to hide
more and more skin with scars on the outside