dont u know the color of my soul blacked heart blacked mind dont u know the story of my life broken rules forgotten lies dont u know the depths u must go nothing to find nothing to hide dont u know coldness grows find the light come back to life dont u know the color of my soul broken heart twisted mind dont u know the story of addiction forgotten rules spoken lies dont u know the ...
are u looking down on me right now i feel ur presence beamin down watchin u get ill it changed are lives ur hand went limp and we cried i didnt relize u had to go emotions over flow i wish i had the chace to tell u im so sorry do u hear me praying for u where can i find u i am thinking of u darling i know you are in a better place somewhere to escape im looking for a sign from up above that u still ...
I cant breath i cant live i cant eat without taking a blade to my wrist wear i watch the blood ooze out i watch and watch until it stops wishing to rip my life away i used to be a crossed country runner until the day my brother died so i take the blade and draw on my skin painting my pale skin with blood taking a sigh of relief when im done cutting its addiction now if i dont cut i feel like ...
Dear Mom,You said you'd always be there But you're nowhere to be found I can't believe you left me I feel so low beneath the ground There's nothing I can do now I trusted you with all my heart But now you're gone You're the one who tore my life apart I've learned not to trust There's nothing more to say You've lost someone special You can't get back each day Now you're the one left in the dark And all of a sudden you feel my pain You expect me to take you back But you still feel you're not to blame ...
I can never explain the ways I've felt Growing up without you, playing the cards I was dealt. There were always many things I wanted to say My dreams and new thoughts that came each day I wish I could take back some of the skeptical things I've said To be more respectful, listen, be positive instead. At times I felt you were never listening to what I would say, So I'd get angry and react in the wrong way. I understand that it took some time ...